Thursday, July 10, 2008
Moments: Goodbye Hazelwood Manor.
Musings: These beauties are mine????
So here are my three princesses enjoying a girls' night at M's new apartment ...yes, she's officially flown the coop and is playing house on her own with my cast off furniture. Kinda the designer 'early parent's attic' motif. It works. (...and come on now, how many of us have fond memories of feathering our first nest with decades old pieces from supportive family and friends anxious to rid themselves of eyesores and yet feel good about 'recycling' for a good cause...pondering how a navy blue plaid couch and fiberboard bookshelves should sit just so on the wall and how the red shag carpet remnant adds the perfect touch of warmth?)
For funsies I dug up some older photos my hubby scanned into the 'puter.
Here's a shot of the three girls with their big brother circa '99:
And another shot of the two olders with their papa circa '93:
Here is Baby G in a collage in '94 (K is in the tub, and C is celebrating birthday no. 8 on his shared birthday with dad who's turning a ripe 28 *grin*)
The whole gang, adding B and Baby S in '01:

*sigh* Time flies.
Friday, June 06, 2008
Moments: She made it.
I suppose we all do this during defining moments of life....our graduation, our wedding, the birth of our first child, our first mortgage, our child's driver's license, etc. Times we will look back on thru memories in a photo album or the tug of emotion in our gut as we ponder the past. At the time we tell ourselves, "well, this is it, this is a defining moment, and we'll remember this forever." But while I sat in my seat in the massive arena last night, waiting patiently for the stream of red robes to make their way thru the formal traditions of our nation's graduation ceremony, I was struck again by the slow-motion way these events occur as they're happening, only to reach the end and wonder how yesterday the doctor was telling me "you have a girl".
The sages tell us to savor these passing moments, so I've tried to really do so, taking lots of pictures, and basking in my emmense pride over this beautiful creation I brought into the world just 18.5 years ago. I turn over in my mind the little goofy things she did growing up, and passion she exudes for living life. And I'm getting it. We are living in the moment, stressful as it can be, living it fully with emotions in tact and in full swing.
I was worried I should cry at the ceremony and maybe wouldn't. But I needn't have worried. The monotonous pomp and circumstance wove its magic thru the tensions and harried-ness of the last week. Seeing my stunning daughter walk up to her place before the stage in the midst of the music and the banners, I was having a hard time keeping it together.
So here she is, on Awards Night, balancing her many acheivements garnered after four years of hard work, smiling her incandescent smile.
Monday, June 02, 2008
Musings: Last day of school.
I have a glorious couple months to re-evaluate what will happen for the next school year. Whatever happens, it's gonna be a completely different experience. First off, we'll be in a new house in a new school district. Second, another of my chicks will have flown the nest, shrinking my little brood down to a mere four. Third, I'll have 2 kids in two different school district's high schools....and at least one at home. Haven't completely decided what the 3rd grader will do yet, but I'm holding out hope that he'll still be home with me for yet another year.
In many ways I feel ok with my life, with all the changes that keep things exciting. On the other hand, I feel tremendously afraid, that I might be really wrecking my kids' lives, that this whole moving thing is a mistake. Sophocles said children are the anchors that hold a mother to life. Yeah, he ain't kiddin'. How care-free life would be if I didn't have to worry about the well-being of my kids! And yet how completely meaningless my life would be without them. They bring a grittiness to my life that keeps me firmly planted into the firmament, reminding me I'm still made of dust.
Living with the regrets of my choices and experiences is a part of my life, the twisted threads that make up the tapestry of my being, and so I've resolved myself to appreciating their patterned presence in the fabric. I am a human. I will need to make countless decisions on countless days regarding my kids, and lots of those days will be fraught with stress, lack of sleep, and other earthy stuff that necessarily means I'm not gonna do it 'right' a lot of the time. But I'll try to be honest in hindsight, forgiving in the present, and hopeful for the future.
And I'll buy my kids lots of Summer Snow slushies, cause they make the world a better place.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Moments: Save the Last Dance '08 North Side DanceSkins
Bein' silly with another buddy in costume #2
Still goofin' with some more buds in costume #3
Last practice...arms up!

Now arms out!

Sashe' 1-2-3, 1-2-3...

Special trio dance...Stairway to Heaven
Rock it Babe!

Work it Girl!
Attitude.
'Twas a great show, and the girls in all five levels worked really hard. Each group 1-V did a tap, ballet, jazz, and modern. K was in Dance 1V, and is looking forward to Dance V next year.....
Monday, May 19, 2008
Moments: Prom '08
Another view....
A flower for K's honey.
A flower for M's honey.
K and K.
M and N.
The two princesses and a handsome prince.
The two princesses and a second prince.
And princess number 3 joins in....
The two princesses and their Knight in Shining Armor.
Queen Mother with the royal daughters.
M and N with K and K. Can't believe these beautiful ladies are mine little girls.
M and N with her besty L and her date C.
K with her crowd. (It was IMPOSSIBLE to get the guys to hold still for a picture!)
Let's go already!
Sweet!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Misadventures: New Life and Motherly Instincts
Friday, April 25, 2008
Moments: I knew Jane Austen would play a role!

The award recipient in the ENGLISH / LITERATURE category:
-Is a member of the National Honor Society, the National Forensic League and the Quill and Scroll Society.
- Is a Sectional Champion and State Semi-finalist in the Prose Reading category for Speech.
-Plans to pursue a Bachelors Degree in Communication with a focus on design and visual graphics.
Judges comments included:
-“Well-rounded … very aware of and interested in the world around them.”
-“A very personable and passionate young person who will succeed in whatever they decide to do.”
-“Reflects a passion for life that is not only refreshing, but encouraging.”
Please join us in congratulating our Sterling Sentinel Scholarship recipient in ENGLISH / LITERATURE …
From North Side High School: M(...) H(...)
North Side High School

The 24th annual Sterling Sentinel Awards honored area high school seniors nominated for the Sterling Sentinel scholarships in 14 subject areas. Since The News-Sentinel started the Sterling Sentinel Awards in 1985, we've referred to all the nominees as winners because it is an honor for them to be selected by their schools in their categories.
They are seniors at Allen, DeKalb and Whitley county high schools. The subject areas they represent are journalism, arts, athletics, business, drama, English/literature, foreign language, industrial/vocational, mathematics, music/instrumental, music/ voice, science, social studies and speech. The scholarship recipients in each category reflect the best of the best as determined by panels of judges who interviewed them. As always, students were nominated for the scholarships by their schools.
In early March, the young men and women appeared before the judges, who had previously studied their nomination applications. The judges -- educators, professionals in the student's field and News-Sentinel staff -- selected the winner in each category. The journalism recipient receives a $3,000 scholarship. Recipients in each of the other categories receive $1,500 scholarships.
The Sterling Sentinel Awards program is one of the ways The News-Sentinel recognizes the outstanding academic achievement of young people in our area. During the past 23 years, we have honored nearly 5,000 students from as many as 26 high schools, and we've given away more than half a million dollars in scholarships.
Friday, April 04, 2008
Moments: Making History.....
Two of my girls and I were volunteers for the Obama Town Hall Meeting today in Fort Wayne. We had a blast! You can see lots more pictures and details of our day on our other blog . I also posted his 11 minute speech. It was an incredible day!